"Ok, this is very hard for me to post but i'm so happy and want to share my story with everyone. I have hid my photos from facebook for many years except the ones that were cropped or i thought i looked smaller in because i was so ashamed of my weight gain. I was always so skinny as a child made fun of for being so skinny and then once i was married to my first husband i was diagnosed with Pcos, i started gaining so much weight especially in the belly and face, could'nt have kids because it made me infertile, had no menstrual cycles was a complete mess. I had to take 8 rounds of clomid to conceive my only child and wasn't able to have anymore. My husband was very abusive and my life was very bad no self esteem, no confidence and felt my life would always be what it was. Once i gained the weight i become a hermit avoiding social events and cameras because i went from the skinny girl being made fun of to the fat girl being made fun of and i just couldn't win. I divorced and raised my daughter working 2 jobs and had no education so waitressing and whatever i could find was how i made it through. My daughter suffered so much because her dad had nothing to do with her and my emotions was a wreck. I lost my daughter 2 times 2 years ago to drug overdoses and watched as the doctors brought her back. Weight kept piling on and emotionally i felt defeated. My life was spinning out of control, my husband now of 11 years has been such a blessing to me after everything he has always stood by me and loved me regardless of my weight. I was molested as a child repeatedly, raped as an adult and severely beaten by my x husband so life for me has been a journey to say the least. I truly believe everything happens for a reason good or bad and let me explain why... Through all i've been through i have been able to help and support others who have had my struggles, find forgiveness and love in things most couldn't and most important love the Lord knowing He has never judged me or felt i was deserving of the things i went through. I know this is long but bare with me its been a long time coming. A year ago a friend of mine was on a support page for losing weight and i watched for 3 months as everyone lost weight and decided to try myself. I lost 44 pounds and countless inches in 5 months using skinnyfiber and haven't looked back since. Having severe anxiety, Pcos, Heart Problems and insulin resistant it was impossible to lose weight until skinnyfiber. My doctors have been so supportive and amazed at my results and my health is 100 times better than ever before. . I hope you all now know the real me and will realize the real you is worth so much more than you could ever imagine!!! Whew that was alot but letting it out to the world has free'd me and i want to be a Blessing to others with my story in hopes they too will find the courage to succeed."
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